sparkle sparkle

Sparkle sparkle..
where are you?
I once saw you...
shining in my eyes..
like you were a little star
up in the sky

Sparkle Sparkle
Now you're gone...
I guess you ran away
cause it was too much..

Sparkle sparkle
i wish you were here...
guiding my road..
and not his.

eventhough

People was getting bored...
I guess that's why I stop talking about you
People told me..."don't cry"
And I guess that's why anybody has seen me crying...
People told me..."you will get over it.."
And I guess it will happen...someday

But guess what?
Eventhough I don't talk about you anymore...
Eventhough I "stop crying"
Eventhough I'm "getting over it..."
you still here...
I still feel you...
this sensation that comes from my stomach and then it collapses in my heart...
stills here...
My mind is full of you...
how can that be even possible?...there were so much stuff before you...
and does time really wash it like it was a stain?...

And here I am... feeling kind of lost...
walking on the road... cause I know I have to...
and I may know where I am going..
but damn it.. this sensation...
this feeling...
I just can't take it off...
As much as I tried..
is not that easy..

Crap... I'm getting bored...
and it seems there's nothing I can do...
nothing at all.

La curiosidad mato al gato...

nótese...al gato :) so...who cares! hahahaa

sé curioso...y te aseguras la oportunidad de sorprenderte! :) "déjate llevar! X)"

"Al infinito y más allá..."

...y por qué no?

Just talking to myself

I'm tired of being the weak one..
I'm tired of being the one that suffers...
the one that cries...
the one who needs a fucking hug...
I'm tired of being the good one in this fairy tale..or should I say... tragedy?
I'm tired of being the pathetic one..
the one that regrets..
the one that analize all the steps.. the ones that time is trying to erase but i bet I'm not letting it...
I'm tired of feeling like a dumb...
indeed..I'm tired of feeling...
and what I hate the most..is that..this shit is only another note to complain..
"I'm tired..." pff...bullshit...
I just need a break...I wish I could have it...
but it isn't that easy...
I can't change all that I am just like that...
it's complicated i guess..
well...actually...I'm the one that is complicated...haha [funny stuff]

Anyway..i love the way I am... and eventhough i told all those things... I love me... that's how I am... but I'm not telling that... I can't change things...I sure can...and I'm working on that... That's one of the things I looooooooove about life..
You can polish your personality...and become a better person :) rocks huh?And every experience is like... a tool to do it...:)


HAHA...did you see that?... I've changed everything...in a positive way...haaa..so writing does work :) love it!

Women ...complicated?

"What guy understands women?", "Women are understandable...", "Women are complicated"...

Well let me tell you something... that's bullshit!
Here's what I think...

Every single person is complicated on his or her own way...

We are individual people. I don't actually believe in generalities.. not in this case...
Here's a woman talking...
For Crist Sake...Men can be as complicated as women...

I know...i know...
there are differences between genders... but those are not the ones that make us complicated... our brain does...and each one of us (thanx God) think different...

so ..instead of repeating those stupid phrases ...why don't you just...take the time to really know those who sorround you... I believe there's always a way to read people... not a 100% but at least a little bit... and why if you don't understand them... just love them for who they are and that's all... and I bet eventually you will discovered some new things about them :)



Meeting people..sounds good to me... :) and how about learning from them...what an opportunity...I won't loose it :)

as quickly as them

"So...how is it?"- the girl asked.
And I said- "imagine a little girl, she's boring, suddenly someone gives her a present,the perfect one, what she always wanted (or at least what she thought) and she became very happy. But then someone took it from her, without warning, and the little girl was very sad, but then a new toy came and she was happy again".

And then I thought-"I wish we grown ups could forget as quickly as them..:/"