Perturbaciones

I’m confused…
I don’t know what to think…what to feel
My heart says something and my mind another…
I’m perturbed inside
And guess what…there is a guilty
You are!

I haven’t figured out what your power is…
I just know it works …
It worked…

I hate to be like this…
I hate what you’ve done to me
I hate the way you are
I hate your hair…your eyes…your hands

But I love the way you make me feel…
I love that thanks to u…there’s a new me…
I love who you are…
And when your hair, eyes and hands talk to me…
And say how important I am…

I hope that by the time I give this to u…
My mind n my heart will be hand by hand…
And that your arms just would like
to hold me tight…